Let me start by saying that 4 years ago I had no idea what I liked for decorations. It might not seem so important, but you can know a lot about a person by the way they decorate their home.
Earlier today I went to my sisters home and we got to talking about how me and my sisters all have different taste, And it truly shows even from the way we dress.
I do believe it is a process to know exactly what you like, but trust me when I say it will reflect on the person you are!
So this past weekend we were able to celebrate elahs 3 years of life ❤️ every year is special and I love to see her enjoy every minute of her birthday, because it’s truly the day that’s all about her lol. I know parties arnt everything, but how I see it is once she grows up and parties begin to be less of importance I would atleast like to know she enjoyed her childhood where every little thing is exciting & wonderful. Here are a few pictures 👇🏼👇🏼 thanks to my family and friends for all the help ❤️ 
I know I haven’t written a blog in a while, and I apologize.
I’ve been having a little bit of mix emotions lately, it might be normal considering I’m a girl 😅.
There has been so much going on arround the world that has affected people’s lives & in some cases has even taken their life.
I think I speak for many of us when I say how sad and helpless you feel sometimes when unfortunate things like these happen.
It Makes you think how unfair life really is. Only God knows why, and There is no questioning his ways.
It’s hard I know. But as the saying says ” after the storm comes a calm”
You got this! dust yourself off and keep your head up. God wants to see that beautiful face of yours.
Peace & love, Yami
Now that my hair is a short length I feel that sea salt spray has been working wonders for me. Before it honestly woudnt hold the messy waves. My hair is so straight that they would just fall. Holly grail? I think yes.
As many of you know words are powerful. . They seem to just roll off our mouths so easily, but we think little to nothing of how these words will affect others. Our mind tends to linger back to the ugly or terrible things that has been said to us or even done to us as a defense mechanism, so in the future we can change or make it not happen again. But the funny thing is that it slowly eats away at us even if we think it doesn’t, and that’s where our insecurities appear.
So maybe we should be careful with what we say sometimes. Words could stay in someone’s mind forever, especially if those words were hurtful. It could be a step closer to a healthy mental health.
Treat others the way you would like to be treated.
Do you ever feel like that one thing you’ve always wanted will never happen. I do. All my life I have been insecure about my teeth. I’ve never been comfortable to smile and laugh withought covering them with my hand. It sucks because it gives me low self esteem all the time. I can’t have a conversation with someone withought thinking ” oh man I’m sure they are looking right at my teeth & how ugly they are”.
It’s been a roller coaster threw out the years trying to get braces. Medicade denied my request for braces 2 times when I was younger because they didn’t take 5 month cases. ( I have no idea what they meant) but I did know that my only option was to pay in full for them myself.
Now that I’m older I have grown tired of hiding. I want to be able to laugh, talk and most importantly smile withought the need to cover my face.
I’ve set up a conciltation for tomorrow & I truly hope everything goes well. Maybe if god allows it I will be a brace face lol. And I won’t mind it at all because I know it will be worth it in the end.
Ever since I had elah I have drastically lost weight. How? I have no idea. And most of you will probably say ” man she’s lucky” but it has been hard for me to keep my weight or even gain weight. It sounds silly I know for someone to say they can’t gain weight, because all you need to do is eat and eat, but Everyone is different and some will gain a few more pounds than previous to their pregnancy, but in my case I lost around 17 pounds. To give you a better idea before I got pregnant I weighed 115 and afterwards I weighed 98 pounds. The lowest I had ever been at that age. My mom would always tell me to eat more and I honestly would, but I would only gain 1 or 2 pounds but in a few weeks I would just loose those pounds. It has been a repetitive cycle ever since. A month and a half ago I started to eat more carbs. Tortilla, beans, pasta, bread you name it I was all over it, And I can honesty say it has been working. I currently weigh 105 pounds and my goal weight is 125 pounds. It’s a process, and it won’t come easy but I’m a step closer every time.
Embracing my Journey 